We said goodbye to our home in sandy one week ago, due to our landlords selling it. To say I didn't want to move is an understatement. I went kicking and screaming. I thought I was being prepared with my color coded boxes and our de-junking DI runs. But no. It was sheer hell.
Moving 6 people is not easy, and then I think of my cousin moving her family of 10 from another state and I honestly want to vomit. She amazes me as always and the thought of her has helped me numerous times. Thanks Mel!
Still crazy hard. By the end of it all when we were haphazardly smooshed into the basement of jacks parents house. I told jack "never am I doing this again, and if we do we are throwing everything out and starting new".
This move has been hard for many reasons the main one being that we have no where to go right now. Our future is in the air and its completely frustrating on every level of the word.
So, today I realized I have had all I can take. I made the hard and agonizing choice to stop my eyelash business, due to my brain and emotions being on overload. But when i did, i felt a thousand pounds lighter! I will miss my lash friends, its been such a neat experience. I am a mom first and my kids need me more than ever right now....all of me.
This has been the toughest time in our lives. I have so much power than I give myself credit for. Life doesn't happen to us, we happen to life.
So the journey begins.